Day one of Bike & Build orientation is coming to a close; after swapping stories, we each set Thermarests and sleeping bags head to foot. Honestly, this feels like camp. We've even joked about braiding each other's hair (update: no hair has since been braided). 

So much of our first day has been dedicated to presentations: A day in the life of a Bike & Builder, safety guidelines, expectations, how our fundraising funds are allocated (80% goes back to affordable housing!). What struck me most, were the constant references to respect. Respect your hosts. Respect each other. It seems basic, right? On the surface it is, but how often in our daily lives to we disrespect those we come into contact with by simply being selfish. We are all inclined to view the world and its happenings through the lens of how we, ourselves, are effected by it. Have you seen this video/heard this speech? I assume, by now, you have (It's right there for you!). Yes. Just, yes. 

For the last year and a half or so, I've been on my own and working. At times, I've loved my job and at times I've hated it. Always, the negativity of those around me ate away at me. It wasn't until arriving to B&B orientation this afternoon that I realized how much I had let it effect me. Looking around the room at these wonderful young-people who are giving their time and energy to both a worthy pursuit (Biking across the country) and cause (Affordable housing, woop!) it dawned on my that I was judging. I was trying to sort out where I fit in this group. This revelation disgusts me. I've whined and moped long enough. Here I am, surrounded by kind and warm people, and I'm going to take advantage of it. 

From here on out, I will be unapologetically enthusiastic. Only when I actually feel it, don't expect to see me in September and that I'll suddenly be a peppy, morning person. Though, I may be, who knows. This summer is my reset button, my detox from negativity, and I couldn't be more excited.